See your life as a time...

Autopsy before death

A horrible murder at a sunny day
in psychopathic possession
his corpse seems to be dead - feeling cold breath
the autopsy is now the only way
its like an execration
the knife of the doc - his second death
Human errors
destroy any life
mistakes like these
hinders to survive
Suicide of an insane man
he sees no sense and no chance
his life is at its end - eternal peace
but his body moves again
noone notices that
the knife of the doc - his second death
Human errors
destroy any life
mistakes like these
hinders to survive

Blind

My world is so vacant
vacant like my eyes
seeing no life
seeing no light
blind…
my world is so black
black like my view
no colours in my eyes
no colours in my brain
blind…
my world is so cold
cold like my face
feeling no love
feeling no hate
blind…
the world is so blind
so blind like my eyes
no emotions
no life
no laughter
no cry

Choir of fear

(the relic shall be promised)

Choirs which uncovers pasted times
with their hymns
dark timbres, shrill yells
filled with fear
Earlier times you remember
the face filled with cold sweat
noone knows how to came to pass
but everyone remembers the horror of this epoche
Thoughts of fear
which recalls a time of terror
and the madness of religion
and the holy church that is allowed
to kill all humans
caused by their believe
in other dimensions
Choirs of monastery
monastic voices in their darkest cadence
following up the capitol punishment
of an unbelieving but innocent man
Choirs of nunnery
nuns in insane fanatism
everyone must die for his sins
sins which are only achieved in the nuns eyes...
...THE NUNS EYES

Closing my eyes

I close my eyes
my life will return - back
I close my eyes
all I see is black
My heart is red, hot, burning
burning in a painful eternity
my heart is blue, cold, frozen
frozen in an icy earth
Closing my eyes
I see the wrath of every day
I feel the coldness every night
the nights in a deep, dark fear
fear - burning in this fire
night - frozen in emotions
dreams - that never ends
Closing my eyes
lost in a cold world
burning in endless flames
flames I´ll never see
blind - but feeling the pain
deaf - but listening all screams
the fear - I feel - I´ll never see
I close my eyes
my life will return - back
I close my eyes
all I see is black
The light of hope
I´ve never known
it seems to be unreachable
the warmth of it is lost for us
if it is burning our lust
so close your eyes
what do you see..?

Crushed

The abyss before your eyes
seeing down into the darkness and obscurity
of an inhuman and morbid world, that´s illuminated
by the endless quantity of souls - falled down
Crushed - the will to live
crushed - all hope
crushed - the whole courage
despency - created for the weak
The hand is too weak to fight like your mind
the loser of this war you will be
they are too strong for you in every kind
cause your will is crushed - never ending despency
Summon the courage
take your rotting corpse
fight against - all you hate
all you fear
all you love
and all you will...
Crush - the will of fear
crush - with love your hate
crush the abyss before your eyes
so you will not descent into darkness
you will rest in your own world for eternity
and not in all inhumanity of daily horrors
Defeat the fear!!!

Dark eternal dreams

Hear the inner voice
the inner voice of this infected body
loud screams of it crosses the night
infected by all inhuman hate
captured in a dark dungeon for eternity
in a morbid corpse - filled with cold fright
Try to flee
show all your anger
eradicate the human race
mankind had to pay for
to drown the eternal pain
Blind - for ever bleeding gore
deaf - for screams that never fade away
unfeelingsness is so shure
like these dark, eternal dreams
Burst asunder this cruel brain
a brain lifelong in a painless soul
cause it´s too feeble to perceive emotions
Try to flee
show all your anger
eradicate the human race
mankind had to pay for
to drown the eternal pain
Blind - for ever bleeding gore
deaf - for screams that never fade away
unfeelingness is so shure
like these dark, eternal dreams

Dark World

Your life has ended
before it began
caused by human mistakes
that nobody understands
Your first condemnation
has brought you into another world
filled with murder, extort and rape
you had to grow up with all these crimes
or you´ll perish
cause there´s no place for dissenting kids
Cry, cry, cry
for another
world, world, world
so you must die
Your life has ended
before it began
caused by human mistakes
that nobody understands
An endless combat
to ensure your existence
cause crime and terror
is at the order of every day
without them you´re not able
to master this resistance
or you´ll be the next vitim
of a fearless aggressor
Cry, cry, cry
for another
world, world, world
filled with shadows
dark world

Depressive times

Thoughts which crosses your head
when you are depressive and at your psychical end
that you can see and feel
if you are standing short of the mental abyss
and you are only searching out
for the sense of your secular existence
Depressions which are eating away
your nerves and feelings
thoughts they are killing you
you are not able to forget them
Depressive times
Depressive times
Thoughts inducing into your shurely death
a death by your own strong will
by the despairing attemps
to master your daily problems
the solution - voluntary death
suicide
Why had you to go this way
a way so long and hard
cruelty crimes at the left side
horrible depressions right
like bloody thrusts into your heart
and into your soul
Depressive times as a place to live
from where a way ushers to the death
which comes slowly and silent...

In memory...

This commemorative stone
is reminiscent for the past
filled by hate and defamation
In memory
you´ll never feel your end
in memory
Indeed feelings had existed
but they were frozen
cold and unimpeachable
In memory
you´ll never feel your end
in memory
Your brain was caught
in the time you lived here
in a dungeon for eternity
but now you are free
no cage around you
you are redeemed by the real death
In memory
you´ll never feel your end
in memory...

Mein Name ist Gott

Erschaffen hab ich Euch
diese schöne neue Welt
in Form und Farbe,
wie es mir gefällt.
Erschuf die Sinne,
sowie die Leidenschaft,
aber auch Gefühle,
wie Liebe und Hass.
Ich gebe Euch die Kraft,
bestimme Pech und Glück,
doch wenn ich es will,
nehm ich alles wieder zurück.
Dann nehme ich das Leben
und gebe Euch den Tod,
gestatten...Mein Name ist Gott.
Lange schon vor Deiner Geburt
stand Dein Schicksal für mich fest,
sowohl die Zeit, wie auch der Ort.
Dein erster Schrei, Dein erster Blick,
als halbe Kreatur auf meiner Welt,
laß ich Dich so leben ohne Geschick.
Ich bin Dein Herr, komm laß Dich führen
ein Leben lang durch diese Qual,
daß ich die Macht bin sollst Du spüren.
Drum sollst Du vegetieren
von Anfang an bis zu Deinem Tod,
gestatten...Mein Name ist Gott.

Momente Deines Lebens...

Jede Sekunde fühlst Du ewige Qual
Schmerzen des Lebens, des täglichen Seins
jede Sekunde ein Sonnenstrahl
das Licht des Glücks, mal groß und mal klein
Ein Moment löst den nächsten ab
zum einen schwarz, zum anderen weiß
ein Moment von der Geburt bis hin zum Grab
zum einen kalt, zum anderen heiß
Jede Minute spürst Du ständiges Leid
das Schicksal des Daseins ein unendlicher Streit
jede Minute ist es endlich soweit
es erhellt Dein Leben mit Glücklichkeit
Ein Moment löst den nächsten ab
zum einen schwarz, zum anderen weiß
ein Moment von der Geburt bis hin zum Grab
zum einen kalt, zum anderen heiß
Jede Stunde siehst Du tötenden Hass
die Kriege der Erde, ob groß, ob klein
jede Stunde gibt es aber auch Spaß
Du mußt ihn Dir nehmen, dann wird er da sein
Ein Moment löst den nächsten ab
zum einen schwarz, zum anderen weiß
ein Moment von der Geburt bis hin zum Grab
zum einen kalt, zum anderen heiß
Jeden Tag - Sekunden voller Trauer
jeden Tag - Minuten voller Freud`
jeden Tag - Stunden um zu suchen
jeden Tag - Momente Deines Lebens
des Glückes und des Leids

Monument of execration

Reveal the face of your inner voice
that´s reflecting your rotten mind
a mind like an endless maze
with ways
that drives you so much insane
thus search out for the
monument of execration

Morbid mind

Morbid realities as an own existing world
like an exploding bomb
morbidities created by human hands
in a psychical rotten mind
Raging thrusts
caused by depressions
into the heart of my inner self
pain of thoughts
every night
deep under my skin
in a morbid kind
Souls attacked by sicked souls
of mad and insane humanity
caused by desinteresting
for the next and the love in everyone self
Raging thrusts
caused by depressions
into the heart of my inner self
pain of thoughts
every night
deep under the skin
in a morbid kind
Morbid mind
Feelings are cold for each other
you are cool and unimpeachable
no warmth exists
despite of the real life
normal life with heartly minds
in human kind
the morbid minds
minds

Mortal Brute

Screened by the darkness of the night
he kills in psychopathic intoxication
insanity
his vision of life
inner sickness
mortal brute in all of them
Obscurity is the victims fear within
moon – imploring help cries to its light
insanity
his vision of life
inner sickness
mortal brute in all of them
never a chance to come to meet this fight
for this helpless being – weak creation
insanity
his vision of life
inner sickness
mortal brute in all of them

Nature of emotions

I see the river of emptiness
where bloody water runs
I am not able to see the ground
it is uncleared by sin
It is not filled with life or love
it´s filled by undead souls
The nature of emotions
is cleared by living pain
the life is killed
by cold emotions
noone will there exist
The nature of emotions
will bring me endless crime
do not understand the real crime...

Nuclear crucifixion

Die for a better world with technology
die for, die for, die for it
better for all humans it will be
is it real better this fuckin´ shit?
Judas of today
is the Judas of technology
why must we die then???
Judas of today
is the Judas of technology
nuclear crucifixion
More human working conditions
human? human? yes or no?
Judas of today
is the Judas of technology
why must we die then?
Judas of today
is the Judas of technology
nuclear crucifixion
Destroy our whole environment
destroy, destruct - let us go...
Judas of today
is the Judas of technology
why must we die then?
Judas of today
is the Judas of technology
nuclear crucifixion

Pieces in black

Ein Teil in schwarz - Schmerz
ein Teil in weiss - Glück
ein Teil im Dunklen - Trauer
ein Teil im Licht - Leben
Leben existiert tausend Mal
in verschiedenen Stufen
wie Tag und Nacht
finster und hell
in vielen Schattierungen
heimlich in Deinem Licht
Ein Teil des Lebens
den Du liebst und nicht verläßt
ein Teil des Lebens
den Du hasst, der Dich nicht losläßt
Schmerz quält Dich in Variationen
mit unterschiedlicher Kraft
wie Körper und Seele...
Ein Teil des Schmerzens
der Dich begleitet, aber nicht besiegt
ein Teil des Schmerzens
der Dich zerstört, der Dich besiegt
Trauer entsteht für vieles
verschieden stark wie das
wofür man sie empfindet
so daß man sie kaum bemerkt
oder daß sie von innen zerfrißt
erst die Seele, dann den Leib
Ein Teil der Trauer
an den Du denkst, weil es sein muß
ein Teil der Trauer
der Dich umbringt und Dich begräbt
Liebe wächst für jeden anders
so anders wie das Licht
das man reflektiert
kalt und warm, hart und weich
so daß man mit ihr lebt
oder mit ihr stirbt
Ein Teil der Liebe
der Dich empor hebt und auf Wolken trägt
ein Teil der Liebe
der Dich in den Abgrund wirft, in den Wahnsinn treibt

Reborn messiah

Some centuries are gone
forgotten the pasted, horrible Armageddon
Only some tombs at their graves remebers you
is this rotten past really true?
Reborn messiah
risen from the dead
reborn messiah
He has returned - a strong, hard man
his will is to rebuild this world again
Ending time it is so near
but he´ll never show his fear
Reborn messiah
risen from the dead
reborn messiah
Wanna survive with this injured earth
believing in the really goods rebirth
A lonesome warrior against the rest of this world
fight against all evil, so the holy land will be rebuild
Reborn messiah
risen from the dead
reborn messiah
The sacred power helps to win
Now the new world - it can begin
The whole technology is never able to destroy
all human creations - so let it decay
Reborn messiah
risen from the dead...

Seasons

Spring - delicated sun
the birth of life
sprout of nature
rise - the play of colours
reflecting in my eyes
glitter in my eyes
like whirling dust
grey conceals the sun
atrophy
the end is the beginning
summer - brooding sun
the way of life
blossom of nature
dazzled by brightly shining colours
first strain conspicious
black around thy eyes
like...
autumn - exhausted sun
the age of life
withering nature
scared - colourless time
no return in our eyes
fear in our eyes
like...
winter - darkened sun
the death of life
mouldering nature
arising black - darkness
void in the eyes
closing the eyes

Tears of moon

The moon - sole light in the dark
sinking behind the shadows of the earth
like the sorrow for a life
that perishs in the eternity of the...
...tears of moon
if a streamlet exhaustes in the night
tears of moon
if one tear of the moon changes the side
The moon - whole light of the dark
lost behind the horizon of the wide earth
like the sorrow for a love
that only exists in the past of the...
...tears of moon
if a streamlet of tears exhaustes in the night
tears of moon
if one tear of the moon changes the side
The moon - chance to see in the dawn
everyone is unable to retain
if its light leaves the time
a time which ever returns in the...
...tears of moon
if a streamlet of tears exhaustes in the night
tears of moon
no tear reaches the side of the sun
The moon - eternal in the dark
why..?
and its light leaves a dream
a dream which never will return in the...
...tears of moon
if a streamlet of tears exhaustes in the night
tears of moon
sorrow for one tear, that´s never reaching this side...

...to die today

...to die today
The end of all is near
everyone will perish
in this dark night
Noone is able to hold it up
the death
and all your souls will descent
far beyond our feared reich
of darkness
So why do you want to die today
so listen the choirs
they are singing thy hymn
for dying today

To my heart

Turn inside to my mind
turn inside to see my sorrow
turn inside to feel my pain
turn inside to hear my inner voice
listening my inner voice
listening cries deep in my heart
listening last words you said
listening never more
crying for my world
crying for my life
crying for my inner freedom
crying for a minute of my own
lost the pain
lost the voice of my heart
lost the sorrow I left
lost – where is my heart?
Where is my life..?